“Special” dinner

I know some may wonder what happened after that particular post and the status-changed in FB. Well, I seriously almost screwing up this relationship if I were really to say I want an “off”. But deep inside I know I couldn’t, because I would hurt both of us deeply.

I think he is trying to make more effort now, and yes, I think I need to be more appreciative too! or be less comparison to any others.

Yesterday, we had a not-so-filling dinner. We had satay chicken paratha, chicken and cheese paratha and 2 chocolate banana crispy crepes. They are tasty! But I still feel hungry thereafter. Or it is that my appetite has gone up ever since I started working. I seriously need some food diet.

I was actually shocked when he asked to take pictures. Well, cuz we hardly take any pictures together impromptu. Oh well, I’m just glad I was still in a rational mind though I was really feeling like saying those words the other day.

 

A Memory

I seriously miss those times in uni, especially those events we did for CF and not to mention caroling.

I missed our rehearsal time especially the rush of performing at TV3 on Christmas morning. A sudden trigger of my excitement towards Christmas all over again. “The Promised Christmas” team – that was what we called ourselves, will be one of the sweetest memory. Didn’t manage to perform last year when TV3 invited us back as most of us are relatively busy.

Something hit my mind again, that some things comes only once or we can only do it at this point of time. So in conclusion, every second counts and to cherish our life every now and then. Because once we had passed that moment, we could never go into that presence anymore, but just a sweet memory to us.

 

 

CUTE Soft-ies…

I saw these three cute soft toys at MPH, 1 Utama.

They are so adorable. The first one is a sheep, wearing purple slippers with red flower on it.

Followed by two confused ladybug cum bee.

 

The Complication

We talked. Deep inside I know he loves me as much as I do. Seriously, for a while I thought of it letting go, but it is hard sometimes. Knowing I might regret it later. But yet, at the same time, it hurts when he doesn’t know what I’m thinking. Or was it a guy thing, to be lack sensitivity? Or it it just us – girls to be overwhelmed with our own feelings and emotions?

Anyhow, the talk went on, however, my decision is still to go to SIB. Maybe in the future, if our relationship develops further then only I’ll consider to attend a church together.

 

Mouldy Bloggie

My blog is turning mouldy…or does it gonna matter to me? Or is there anyone else who comes and visit this blog?

Work has its own ups and downs. Still able to cope at the moment. I seriously missed uni days! P1 exam is in a month’s time and I’m still not prepared! This is so not me during uni days. *sigh*

Just some updates:

• Bought a new phone with Sherine at Low Yat 2 weeks ago – C510 Sony Ericsson.
• Had a hair cut a week ago.
• Bought my half year supply contact lenses.
• Gonna get confirmed this end of the month (keeping fingers crossed that nothing bad would happen).
• Met up with Weiqi about a week ago.
• Met up with Suk Mun after shifting over to Setiawangsa.
• Had lunch with Alice and Woon Hui last Saturday.

 

The Lark in the Clear Air

Dear thoughts are in my mind
And my soul soars enchanted
As I hear the sweet lark sing
In the clear air of the day
For a tender beaming smile
To my hope has been granted
And tomorrow she shall hear
All my fond heart would say.

I shall tell her all my love
And my soul’s adoration
And I think she will hear me
And will not say me nay
It is this that gives my soul
All its joyous elation
As I hear the sweet lark sing
In the clear air of the day.

*This lyrics is the correct version, but Cara Dillion changed a few words accordingly.*

I thought of this song while I was in the bathroom. I was supposed to perform this in one of the singing performance under my choir teacher back in high school. But because of certain issues, I missed the opportunity of which I regretted today. I think after I’m done with ACCA, I should go for singing classes as a hobby.

 

2 Years Long…

I’m estimating to finish my ACCA in two years time. *sigh* I really wonder can this be done. I am soooo much lazier compared to uni days. Working alone took up all my strength. And I’m so broke of all the fees to be paid. Don’t get to enjoy my pay at all.

Looking on the bright side, after a year in my current company, I could ask for 50% reimbursement on my studies fees. I really don’t know and why on earth I’m doing accounts. It is a terribly boring job ever!

Oh well, will blog something more happening tomorrow! Going off to bed now! Adios!

 

What A Saturday!

I’m stuck in office. Alone and nothing to do. I hope the next PO to be raised will not get me to do it almost towards the end of 1pm. I WOULD KILL THEM!!!

I was so happy. TJ bought a whole box of Gelato Fruity ice-cream for me because I was unhappy over the past one week. And he is willing to accompany me to Ellen & David Sanborn’s musical at SIB tonight. YAY! Perhaps, I should get unhappy more often? LOL.. oh well, I’m looking forward for a good day! Hope that my working place won’t make me frustrated all over again and ruin my mood of the day.

(P/S: Nobody is in, in my dept. I’m rotting here. Nothing to do.)

 

Finding Your Life Partner – Part 2

For those who asked for part 2 of the sermon by Ps Joseph Prince on this topic, I’ve uploaded it in my Box.net widget on the bottom right hand corner. There are a total of 13 files for Part 2. Enjoy and be blessed!

 

Imagine Me Without You

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You’re the only love I’ll need

In my life you’re all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You’re the one that’s there for me

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Chorus:
Imagine me without you
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day, I’d be afraid
Without you there to see me through

Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it’s just impossible
Because of you, it’s all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can’t imagine me without you

When you caught me I was falling
You’re love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard me calling
And you rush to set me free

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Chorus

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you oh

Chorus

I can’t imagine me without you