Wednesday, May 7th, 2008


I want to watch Ironman too. Ok, this is not the main thing I wanna blog about today. Just that it’s just so unfair to just go watch this movie when…when…tired is in the dictionary and breaking all the meets. I know what I’m typing here sounds funny. Just a way of typing when I myself can’t put them into words I want them to be.

I need to reconsider some stuff. Maybe opening up is not the time yet. I mean it’s obvious, but yet I just don’t like the way things are done.

Watching Ugly Betty now, episode 15, season 2…Guess what, it’s so sad about Betty and Henry, the accountant she dates with. But, Henry don’t have his own principles between Betty and Charlie, his ex.

Ok, better concentrate in watching and sleep a.s.a.p.

[11:03 pm]

 

When I’m feeling blue,

Lost without a clue,

Sparks between our eyes,

Nothing can be as true.

 

Sing my life for you,

Paintings that I drew,

One plus one makes two,

How I wish to caress you.

 

Tell me where we’re heading to,

What we do may seem so crude,

Where’s the good in our goodbyes,

The time you leave,

The time you break my heart in two.

 

Even though we’re far apart,

Send my love with all my heart,

When you miss me at night,

Look at the stars shining bright.

 

For the time you pulled through,

All the things I do for you,

Running tears from my eyes,

Thinking how will I survive the next goodbye.

-by Janice Wei Lan-

Suddenly, found this song out of the many ones in my songs list.

[12:25 am]

Lotsa ‘maybe’ in my head. Head’s still hurt some. Gonna sleep after this post maybe.

Maybe it shouldn’t be this way. Maybe this shouldn’t happen at all. Maybe I was right, or maybe I was absolutely wrong at the first place? Head hurts more with all these ‘maybe’. Now, with more maybe…I maybe need to sleep.

[12:01 am]