This is a crazy world
These can be lonely times
It’s hard to know who’s on your side
Most of the timeWho can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there
Who can make you feel less alone
Some times you just can’t make it on your own

If you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I’ll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, hmmm

If you have broken dreams
Just lay them all on me
I’ll be the one who understands
So take my hand

If you reach emptyness

You know I’ll do my best
To fill you up with all the love
That I can show someone
I promise you you’ll never walk alone

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I’ll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, oooo

Everybody needs somebody who
keep a heart and soul in two

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I’ll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, Here I am

-by Leona Lewis-

All of a sudden, the emo feeling is back. I don’t what is He trying to do, though I know I can just trust Him and let Him lead. Whenever I try to talk things out, especially when there is another tough decision to make, wishing that one to listen.

Hi. Angelina have suggested to extend 8 selected ones under her. These 8 ones will be continuing on the research but this time going forward in fieldwork on whole of M’sia. You’ve been selected after great decision making by us. Wages paid monthly. It’ll be like a part time work during sem. We’ll take you in till end of year. Please consider this offer seriously. Any question, you can call me directly.

I got this sms from Angel around 10 something. It was really a great news for me to be one of the selected ones. However, I have only one concern. My studies. I don’t know whether it will affect my studies greatly. What about CG for CF too? I really don’t know. If I am graduated or something, I think would take this offer up without any hesitation. However, graduating with at least second class upper is my aim in uni, also part of making my mum proud. She never ask much from me, but I really want to make her happy on my graduation day. Well, since my bro is not a studious type, somehow I know deep within her, she expects something from me, but not telling nor showing it because she doesn’t want to pressure me. God, please show Yourself and guide me on this. I really need someone at this moment for advice or at least some suggestions.

I just wish there is somehow who will say, “Here I Am” to me now.

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