Phew! I’m officially a final year senior/student in UTAR. One more short sem in Sept and last long sem in Jan, and I’m graduating. Time flies.
Had my early lecture class this morning on Advanced Accounting Practice (AAP) and E-Commerce tutorial. So far, everything is good. Well, it’s only the first day but we already got to know about our assignment for both subject. E-Commerce looks interesting. We’re creating a weblog for it. Geez…I’m so looking forward to it. I guess maybe I like blogging, that’s why. *smiles*
I felt so much at peace after the decision last night and the reassurance from God. Still in the midst of packing and shifting stuff to my new place. Hoping to shift everything by Wed. Busy weeks will officially start next week. Hope everything will go smoothly according to plan for this semester.
[04:59 pm]
God hears my desperate prayer. I was praying the night before yesterday, after asking Angel to give me another day before replying her yesterday.
I took my guitar and sing praises to Him. To be honest, I hardly play and sing praises to Him anymore since last sem. Only do occasional prayers and read through some devotional books. I don’t spend longer time, as in singing praise and worship songs before going into His words. I skipped the P&W due to time constraint.
I told God, please speak to me through Your words during sermon or worship time in church. Guess what. See my previous post? I named it “Through It All” because I believe that God will be with me through it all. All as in everything. Even my fears, worries, decisions, happiness etc. And Ps Sharon sang this song as the last song of the service. I was so touched. As if, God reassured my decision again. Ps David (my senior pastor) speaks about God towards Gratitude, on how we should be gratitude towards God, no matter whatever trials and tribulations for past, now and the future.
Thinking back of where God brought me through so far. Looking bad how much I’ve grown in Him as I served Him and walked by Him struck me. I hadn’t been doing that well yet for CF Cell Group. Though I know I might not be able to put 100% into it now, but I really want to help in any area I can, especially to mentor a junior that who will take it over and hoping to see it grow in the future.
I prayed to the Lord, and He answered me. He freed me from all my fears. Those who look to Him for help will be radiant with joy; no shadow of shame will darken their faces. In my desperation I prayed, and the Lord listened; He saved me from all my troubles. For the angel of the Lord is a guard; He surrounds and defends all who fear Him.
~Psalms 34:4-7~
I was afraid I would make the wrong decision, as in how other people would see if I didn’t take up the offer and etc. On the other hand, I want to do what I can in my final year for CF, though I’m not holding any big posts or anything. Just small little thing would even please me.
[04:50 pm]
