Sorry gotta break the rule of not ranting about myself these days. last night was terrible, when we found out something. One word to summarize all – WAR is coming up. Couldn’t elaborate much here because it involves some political issues. Stupid, right? Why involve us students when we know nothing? *Big sigh* We just gotta be united, that’s all.

Anyway, crazy crazy weeks are bout to come, when more strategies need to be planned and more workloads coming ahead. Its really not nice at all. I really really wonder why all these so called “hard” situations come across me so much since the last sem. I guess they are trials that I need to go through. Didn’t know I need to come to a point to play strategy games. Furthermore, I’m never good at such stuff.

Of course, I really pray God will continue protect me. Somehow, we did managed to go through it today, with not much “bullets-shooting” at us. I was praying that he won’t be so “into” my group today, cause truthfully speaking, I’m not ready to war as in debating with him. I’m not good at such stuff, even I’m right and someone else is wrong.

Not doubt, at such times, i need an encourager and a motivator to bring me up once a while.

[08:29 pm]