Lying to Self

Everything started in January

When I first saw you, I thought you are the one

However, I told myself to wait

Until you show me that

You feel the same way too

 

Feelings are growing, I can’t stop it

All I hope is that you would understand me

 

CHORUS:

You seemed near, but you are so far away

You are only almost here always

When I needed someone beside me

Which makes me wonder

Are you still the one?

 

Things are changing, from time to time

I don’t know what to believe in, anymore

From this point on, I want to give up

Until you show me that

You feel the same way too

[05:33 pm]

 

Loving Someone is Harder Than I Thought

It started when I first saw you

Heart starts to beat again

After being dead for long

Never know why it is happening

But God shows the answer

 

CHORUS:

I’m falling for you

Without both of us knowing

I’m scared, I’m confused

And still do

Loving someone is harder

Than I thought

 

I can see your face everywhere

You’re so far, but I feel you near

You have no idea what I feel

You never ask me why and how

But God shows the answer

 

CHORUS

BRIDGE:

I love you

Take this gift and don’t ask me why

And I hold on that every night

To help me understand – when I ask myself why

 

Current thoughts: Dreaming to be a composer/lyricist.

[11:07 pm]