Morphing Stories

How Could An Angel Break My Heart

Loke Janice — Wed, 06 Oct 2010 13:49:55 +0000

Indeed, my heart was broken. Ain’t sure with that I’d be able to give my heart again in the future. I guess an angel is capable of breaking our hearts as well.

Disappointed

Loke Janice — Mon, 20 Sep 2010 12:45:21 +0000

I am very disappointed with myself. Had my first appraisal ever in my life and my feedback wasn’t that good. Though I was pretty careless by making some unreasonable careless mistakes in my computation, I really did try to put my effort in.

About communication, *sigh* I guess I should change to be more crappy? So I can talk crappy stuff to others and converse with them? Seriously I don’t know. I guess it is true that being hardworking in the working world will not get you far.

Oh well, whatever it is. I am not gonna sulk over it a long time. Perhaps I ought to do better the next time round to just prove myself.

True Love Exists?

Loke Janice — Thu, 16 Sep 2010 13:35:54 +0000

Does true love exists? Or does it merely comes when both parties expectations are met? Or is it us, girls expectations too high for a guy to accept? I seriously don’t know what to believe anymore, especially seeing friends around me are facing the break up issue themselves too.

I don’t remember when the music plays anymore, maybe I will hear it again when the right song is being playedl

For now, I believe career is the thing I should be paying attention too. The rest…let it rest with God.

Letting Go

Loke Janice — Wed, 08 Sep 2010 15:19:00 +0000

I think much hope has been crushed on the first month itself. Lying to self would not help, maybe we are meant for one another.

This is the 6th month. When is the actual deadline? I don’t know except for him (at his final date of finishing his Masters perhaps), so I think it is rather unfair to fix it in a timeframe in his benefit. Or maybe it was not meant for me to judge the fairness of the action made previously? Nobody knows, neither am I blaming him or anyone anymore. Much to learn and grow from these 6 months. Somewhat I am relatively happy where I am today. Giving thanks for every single journey that God has put in my life. Hurts and pains now are much easier to cope as God mould me in so many ways, the hard way.

Tears? No more of them after the early short while. I know what is best for me to move on, then clinging on. The past has taught me a good lesson of not letting go.

Much brighter days and future ahead of me for to hope for. *smiles*

Perhaps

Loke Janice — Sun, 22 Aug 2010 14:30:33 +0000

It has been quite a while since the site has been left out. Weird dreams came on and off. Maybe it is my inner conscious that is still thinking or wondering how would it be like soon. I think I am quite ok for the outer part.

But, I think big part of it doesn’t matter anymore. Perhaps.

5th month

Loke Janice — Sat, 07 Aug 2010 15:23:28 +0000

I have been with my current company for 5 months. It had been a great time and experience here. Never knew time passes by so quickly.

More to come, more to learn, more to be a better and stronger me.

What Should I Do?

Loke Janice — Sun, 18 Jul 2010 05:37:08 +0000

Non-Counting

Loke Janice — Tue, 11 May 2010 12:34:03 +0000

Janice has stop counting =)

Day 46

Loke Janice — Tue, 04 May 2010 13:16:58 +0000

Feeling sick over the weekend.

Day 43

Loke Janice — Sat, 01 May 2010 00:41:39 +0000

Another new adjustment to get used to. Roomies are going out today.